A Chris-in-the-morning inspired blog. Somewhere I can hypothesis on human nature and narrate my own journey of self discovery. That sounds so cheesy! Basically somewhere that I can just spill out the contents of my head.

 
I am Megan's broken heart. Not 'cause of Matt. No he is the one thought keeping me from going off the rails at the moment. No, it's because of Julie. Nat and I really wanted her to go with us to the carnival on Friday. But she said she was too busy with assignments and stuff. But in her latest LJ entry, she managed in the space of two snetences to say 'sorry megs and Nat I was so busy and stressed out, I would have liked to come but all the work was piling up. Oh yeah to Dyn and DC thanks for hanging out with me and watching monty python, i needed the company.' she actually said it was the high point of her week. Thanks Jules, nice to know we're im-fucking-portant to you. I am so stressed with this damn iggy thing at the moment. Stressed enough that I can't wait to get back to uni. That I long to spend time with ANYONE as long as they're someone whos name I know. Why hasn't she told us about how well she knows these people before? I tell her about just about everything I do. MAybe she doesn't want to know that stuff then. Fine. I want to know that stuff about her. Doesn't 13 years of considering her my best friend count for something? When she said she was busy she didn't even mention she'd been out with these people yet she put it in her LJ just one sentence after she's mentioned us. Apparently she's not trying to hide it from us unless speaking directly to us. You'd think after knowing me and nat for so long she could at least be truthful with us.
I think i might start spending more time with Cloud. I miss him and he reminds me of when I lived at college hall.
posted by Megan at 7:22 PM