A Chris-in-the-morning inspired blog. Somewhere I can hypothesis on human nature and narrate my own journey of self discovery. That sounds so cheesy! Basically somewhere that I can just spill out the contents of my head.

 
Okay so this used to be my 'I hate my flatemates' rant blog. Seeing as I no longer live with them and I didn't update very often I have decided to turn it into my innermost feelings blog. Okay so I have an LJ I know, where I can rant etc. But sometimes there are some things I don't want even my friends reading. Not because I don't think they'd understand. Well I guess maybe they wouldn't, I mean I'm the only one who relly knows what's going on in my head. But I think they'd get sick of hearing me go on about things. I guess I would really like someone I don't know to find this blog and read it. Of course by writing this down I want somebody to read it. I'm not going to be like Sei Shonagon and say that I wrote stuff down but didn't want anybody to ever read it, when she knew full well she would LOVE people to read her writings.
Sometimes it's easier telling people who don't know you about stuff. I guess because they can talk back to you completely unfettered. With friends I guess you're a bit upset of annoying the other person adn them getting shitty at you. But you can get the most honest responses from strangers sometimes. Especially on the internet because you don't have to see the person face to face.
I'm not sure that I have anything to rant about today. I've been in a completely weird mood for the last week but I'm finally starting to find my way out of the haze. It's mostly been Jonathan Brandis related. I might go into more detail tomorrow. I think I've written enough today.
posted by Megan at 7:47 PM