A Chris-in-the-morning inspired blog. Somewhere I can hypothesis on human nature and narrate my own journey of self discovery. That sounds so cheesy! Basically somewhere that I can just spill out the contents of my head.

 
I'm going crazy again. Or is it still. That ache, it just won't go away. It's never stayed this long before. I just want that someone to hold me. Someone to share moments with. Someone to share with. I'm sick of holding it all in. I just need someone.
I know what some of it is. I'm sick of being stuck in my own life. My life where I keep things to myself and where people that I do tell things to don't tell things to me. Sick of being so lonely. I know sometimes I like feeling self sufficient and having time to myself to indulge my strange little habits, but I feel so lonely. Anybody that might be able to understand me already has their own group of people. And people that I thought understood me are getting new groups of people. Not that I hold it against them. I just feel so left out.
I want to start living life. I just don't feel like I'm living yet. I want something exciting and wonderful to happen.
posted by Megan at 2:20 AM