A Chris-in-the-morning inspired blog. Somewhere I can hypothesis on human nature and narrate my own journey of self discovery. That sounds so cheesy! Basically somewhere that I can just spill out the contents of my head.

 
Before I do any work today I want to write down about the dream I had last night. I want to tell people but for a start it's one of those dreams that just seems lessened by sharing and people usually get bored when I'm telling them about my dreams.
It started off with me and Asha in a ferry going from Wellington across to somewhere towards lower hutt. On the way she was pointing out to me a bunch of houses on the Eastbourne side of the bay. They were all yellow and as you do in dreams you just know something. I knew that a family member (aunt, grandparents) owned this bunch of yellow houses and that they were a motel. She was pointing out one in particular as the one that the family member had given to her and Luke to live in. Then it turned to night. Next scene. Completely different place, I was inside a house. There were other people the but I'm not sure exactly whp they were, then me and my boyfriend (I couldn't put a face to him. But I knew) decided to go for a walk. As we were walking down the street I glanced behind and saw a cop car driving along slowly. For some reason this bothered me. I felt that they were following us - not that we'd done anything wrong. Maybe j walked across the road from the house.). We were hading south and I felt that we were on a peninsula of sorts. Residential of course. We were headed towrds the end of the peninsula which was near the end of the street I guess. Maybe there was a park we were headed towards. Then a white car pulled up in front of us (I think we were actually walking on the road), and Kane (from Home and away) jumped out. He was yelling at me wanting to know where Kirsty was. He metioned Jade but he wasn't calling me Jade I think he was just saying something about how she must know where Kirsty was. I yelled back at him that I didn't know where she was. Then(and there might have been a bit that I've forgotten in there) I turned around and my boyfriend picked me up and gave me the biggest hug. Then I assume he put me down because the next thing I knew we were back in the house and Kirsty was there. Maybe Jade too I couldn't tell. I think she had purple and blue streaks in her hair. Not many and not big ones. Just a few subtle ones. And her hair was kind of poofy with a bit of a shaggy type style. I was telling her that we'd just seen Kane out on the street and he wanted to know where she was and that we didn't tell him. Then there was a huge knocking at the door. It was Kane of course. But the door was locked. He was yelling etc. Then I suddenly thought about the back door and how it wasn't locked, so I ran to get to it.But as happens in dreams the other person thinks what you're thinking and reacts faster. As I reached that back door and tried to hold it shut he pushed against and it opened he ran in and started yelling at Kirsty. Then I woke up.
The dream is odd because I haven't seen Home and Away since last week. But the thing that sticks in my mind the most is my boyfriend. That hug. He was taller that me and he had that tough build that's not all musclely but nice. He must have been strong because he picked me up to hug me. That's right, right off the ground. When he picked me up our faces were about level, so I think he was about a head taller than me. His build could almost have been Ron Livingstone. Possibly because Sex and the City was the last thing I watched before going to bed. And he hugged me so tight. So tight. Not so tight that it hurts, but the kind of tight when you don't want to let someone go. Ever. You just want to hold onto them like that for eternity. I think he said something to me I'm not sure. It was something to the effect of how much he loved me. Of course I was hugging him back as tight as I could too. We really, really loved each other. And he was comforting me when I was upset and it was kind of protective too. I knew that he would take on Kane if Kane got too agressive trying to get Kirsty's location out of me. That's what I remember most. That love, that never wanting to let go, that knowing he's always going to be there for me. That knowing I could make someone so happy by being me.
I wish I could have that in real life. Right now.
posted by Megan at 8:13 PM