A Chris-in-the-morning inspired blog. Somewhere I can hypothesis on human nature and narrate my own journey of self discovery. That sounds so cheesy! Basically somewhere that I can just spill out the contents of my head.

 
Wow, I didn't think it had been that long since I last updated. I got my big fat no from Matt but he still wants friends so I've made myself get over him so thatI can enjoy the friendship.
Now I'm in the middle of studying for exams. Probably the biggest exams of my life and I don't even feel half organised. I'm just so stressed. I'm going home for a couple of days once my last exam is over and I can't wait.
I've got a playlist that I named 'love' playing. I have done for a few days now. Ever since watching a particularly soppy episode of Gilmore Girls. I'm getting that lonelyness feeling again. Worst things is I keep getting signs from Higher Power. As I do when I get stressed I want to see Cloud. So I organised with him to visit on monday evening. We watched the NZ vs Spain basketball and at some point during the halftime break we ended up kissing. I don't know whether it's just a symptom of my lonelyness of something more. I don't know what to do and I can't allow myself to think about it because I'm too busy with exams.
You can see what kind of a state m mind is in from the haphazard nature of this entry.

posted by Megan at 11:36 PM