A Chris-in-the-morning inspired blog. Somewhere I can hypothesis on human nature and narrate my own journey of self discovery. That sounds so cheesy! Basically somewhere that I can just spill out the contents of my head.

 
You know how when you're in love or in a relationship with someone and you create little references. Little reminders, like certain songs or phrases and the like. And after the relationship has done it's dash and passed on to the relationship afterlife you hear that song on the radio and you get that twinge in your chest. The song has new meanings, instead of 'he's so great I love him so much', it now means 'why was I not good enough for him?' or 'this is one of the best nights of my life' turns into 'why did I give all that up'.
Well after a certain period you move on from a person, but then you hear a song or think to yourself x would be saying this right now, and it sets you back weeks or months on the getting on with life ladder.
For the last few days I've been making a concious effort to eliminate these bitter and depressing feelings. I like these songs. I don't want to start wanting Matt everytime I hear Anniversary by the Feelers or Stay You by Wood. What I do want is to remember the good times.

posted by Megan at 8:47 PM