A Chris-in-the-morning inspired blog. Somewhere I can hypothesis on human nature and narrate my own journey of self discovery. That sounds so cheesy! Basically somewhere that I can just spill out the contents of my head.

 
Argh. It's getting frustrating. I'm in one of those moods where I don't know where I want to be. Usually there's somewhere I can go, either physically or in my mind that suits my mood and calms me down or makes me feel safe or comfortable. But sometimes nowhere that I can think of is right. Not home, not Rotorua, not Wellington (although it's closest at the moment. There is some comfort in Wellington.). At these times i sometimes go to my island. Maybe I should go there. I'll try that later.
I've also got a feeling that something is going to happen. Something has been building up over the last 3 or 4 days. My mother said it was the weather that was making me feel like this. But it's more. Something's going to happen and when it does it won't be good I think. Places that are usually light are dark at the moment. And this feeling is contributing to my not having a safe place to go to. Maybe it's because I haven't been very social. Not had many people around me really. Not very often over the last week anyway. But I can't get rid of the feeling. I've been extra nervous and jumpy. The thunder storm this afternoon had me locking the door.

Next topic: I've got his phone number. I was going to call it tonight but now I think I'll wait till tomorrow. I looked at my horoscope. It said:

Repair works
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You may be concerned today with repairing something that has broken down, such as an automobile or an appliance. Or you may have to deal with a situation that has broken down to the point that it must change radically in order to continue, even along completely new lines. You may have to contend with a person who is trying to exert unreasonable power over you today, forcing you to defend your right to do things your way. The person may feel that he or she is doing this for your own good, but that is not usually the case. Avoid contact with criminals and do not go into areas where you are likely to encounter street crime. Under this influence it is just possible that you might have an unfortunate encounter.

And then because I'm not at all psycho or obsessive I checked his. It was the exact same reading. I know this is probably not a huge thing considering that there are only so many transits going on etc. But the website it not a magazine type 12 signs = 12 readings. It looks more indepth at your chart including place and time of birth. And in any case if we're both experiencing that tomorrow I figure maybe then is when I should call. Unless his is referring to a broken fume hood or something. ^_^

posted by Megan at 1:02 AM