A Chris-in-the-morning inspired blog. Somewhere I can hypothesis on human nature and narrate my own journey of self discovery. That sounds so cheesy! Basically somewhere that I can just spill out the contents of my head.

 
Stupid me! Stupid Matt! I was so hung up with the whole Matt thing that I didn't go see Cloud and now he's gone back to China. He said he was in a hurry to go because he had some job interviews his parents had arranged. He tried to contact me but... He might be coming back sometime. He might come back for his graduation but stuff all help that will be 'cause I'll be in America then most likely.
I miss him. Not like that. I just really miss having him around. Knowing he was there if I wanted to get away from everyone else. Somewhere I could go to feel better. He always had that ability, to make me feel better no matter how awful I felt. I wish I could have hugged him good bye.
I'm going to swear right now that even if I have to go to China myself I'm going to see him. Within the next 5 years if possible. Even though we haven't really seen each other much this year it was still more of a comfort than he'll know just to have him around. Things feel different now.
Wo ai ni Cloud

posted by Megan at 1:44 AM